if it was me translation

I always look at you
Even if a day pass
and another day passes by
The sound of you breathing
The sound of you laughing
It still makes me tremble
tears flow once again
you are smiling
.
not knowing the pain inside me
a fool like me, a naive and immature like me
for this once, can you turn and look at me?
I know that my wishes
has no meaning to you
.
If it was me
the person you love
if it was me
i prayed for countless days
like the shining green trees
like the silent sparkling stars
I am only looking at you again
Do you even know this?
.
Until today, i always practiced
those love confessions by myself
(shunned by) sad back view
Just until today
you will live without ever knowing how i feel
sadly i know that waiting is easier than erasing you
.
If it was me
the person you love
if it was me
i prayed for countless days
like the shining green trees
like the silent sparkling stars
I am only looking at you again
Do you even know this?
.
I want to ask you
are you well?
is the person you are with treating you well?
I know that these stupid worries are all useless
(and won’t change anything)
but i wanted to say this at least once without tears
that i love you..